Wednesday, November 27, 2013

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Nu Blog on the Go

Bah!

A Little Disturbed

So, some things I got over, I guess.

Stupid Adults

You said it was easy to just let us be kids to you and you changed the whole world for the shit of the world.

Facebook Post

To: Renee Fleming

Hi Jolie, I noticed your post here.. I was actually wondering, never got the exposure I wanted.. I was also in Talented Music. It must be a big dilemma just using the 1st and 2nd Books of Soprano Solos and the same things like Caro Mio Ben and Pie Jesu.

You're So *Beep*

So stop dueling me like you're a "1 2."

Happy Happy Joy Joy

I'm already so happy.  I know if you ruin my life by invading my privacy that you're gonna favor some tweens as though they matter and I don't.  People will go out of their way to say they don't like me.  You think I'm not really that good, that other people you'd be mean to them too?

People keep precious-izing everyone who talks to me like I'm mean in a boyish way.  Saying I get too much attention cuz I used to whine @ it as a kid with every right.  Is that all you're about?  Let's see you strip naked.

Mobile

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Has my mom taught me anything?

Maybe, my dad is too lazy to cook.  No requests??

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To: Renee Fleming

I was adamant to sing actively since age 5. I didn't like opera and organ, but I was an organ major..

Teens today are spoiled, we should have had a life like theirs today. I realize this is against your convenience. I do agree with what you say. I think teens today are more into Hollywood than having cared @ being a classical performer, singing and dancing for the art and not just for firends.

Furthermore? That's my response to the discussion. I do agree that the peak of singing is the 1st time you do something big, like being a princess. Most good artists are found touring today, but that could all change. Touring in musicals or pop crossover concerts if you're lucky.

I think you're a wonderful person. I just have feelings about things differently because of my background. I had a talk with my dad yesterday as to why when I asked to sing I never got in private voice. Later, it was homework problems and money. I've been in choir whenever I could from age 7-20. I didn't hear of private voice until I felt it was too late. I asked my teacher about it, like if I was too old. She wants me to work on my own, a theater and therapist lady. I just am using money to go to Disney now but otherwise wanna study opera and ballet. I think you definitely just inspired me. I realized opera was real singing and musicals were like talking. I heard it's the same to learn to sing on your own. It wasn't stressed. What was stressed when I was young was practicing the piano which I did and martial arts which I didn't favor but did. Singing is $50, I know..

The only thing I have to say is I've wanted to sing since I could remember it and that it's true people went about with the belief your voice could be ruined by having a private voice teacher. I loved singing as a child, but I was more about strength and poise than femininity. More about the romanticizations of being a lost soul as I was a teen.

You're a very good singer. I think a lot of people regret not doing opera at a young age. I'm worried @ people telling me I'm not experienced or something. I'm finally getting an opera book, 1 I may have thrown out. I've sung before and am starting my belief in opera as the best training now.

It seems like the issue is also to do with where you hail home, like you see people touring Asia and going places like London and probably NYC.. I saw a recent interview where you said your 2 daughters felt more like citizens of the world. That's a good way of putting it. I want to chose something and be proud of it. Norway seems uptight. Sweden seems nice. Did you see Siw Inger's new video: http://youtu.be/w94yN7EOa2k So, yea, then you see things like this and it makes you go like wow. Jackie Evancho, from PA too, is proud when she says she's classical crossover, which is very interesting. I still have a voice for things other than non-pop..

Please let me know if there's something wrong with the length of my post or if you prefer we link it to a blog. Thanks. I don't mean to be disrespectful nor weird..

Thank you so much for posting your answer and discussing with others. We love you so much, keep up your good work!! =]
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Sarah Brightman
Concert
Nessun Dorma

Thank you so much for loading this. She did such a spectacular job. It's fun watching these online.

Monday, November 25, 2013

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I didn't post it on the actual YouTube.

Sarah Brightman
Concert
Nessun Dorma

Wow, it was nice to see the instrumentalist.  I admire her so much.  She is such a good person.  Her singing is spectacular.  She sings this 1 so well.  I feel I've heard it before.  I am worried @ my own singing, the vibrato to hold it throughout, shows I need lots of practice.  Looking forward to the opera books! of REAL singing!!!!

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Wow

Sarah Brightman is active every day on Twitter, Facebook, possibly Instagram.  Impressive!..

Well

I hope my parents are okay.  I like to cook, will miss me if I leave.  }:]

Well

I feel uptight, waiting for time to go by with nothing to help no one to talk to, so Ellen.

Suggestive

Lady GaGa is just a baby to me.

Well

Why would you make something so much worse?  Makes sense..  I just saw it from another angle.  I'm not doing this shit for Johnny Depp, too.

Mad

I want a normal experience online.

Wow

Wow, Ellen, you're sure guilty for Mama.  She seems to reduce herself for you!

Where I'm From

You can tell the nostalgia I got from living in the Orlando area.
Let's take a look at her blog.

Cootchy Coo

Cootchy Coo Ellen

I'm physically fit like Mama and American like DaDa.

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I think it's good that she does it at all.  It's not with much variety like the cookbooks I got from her.  I think my dad would prefer more tasty food, but he likes weird things like peppers, too.

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Racist

You can say he was racist.  We should get him for liking my cousin at all because of Nell, she's not the hidden dictator.

Are you mentally retarded .. I mean Asian?

I am skinnier than my dad.  Why make me a fatso?

Liars

My dad keeps on pretending I'm okay then always hurting my feelings.

Fighting

I think my parents got mad finally.  My mom seems to want me to cook and stuff, do the towels.  It's an idea, but I almost thought I heard.  Embarassing for you.  I remember when I was little, my mom saved PB cookies for me and then my dad ate them.  She stopped making me healthy.  I was probably about 1 or 2.  I probably wasn't too skinny.  I guess they don't love me, so I can say this @ them.  She cooks stupid food, but her broccoli is better than most.  I ate what she gave us, didn't know if I should ask for more food to be cooked.  Money??  I did a full diet until I was in a state of mental ecstasy on my own in college.  Up north, they didn't have good food.  I had to leave.  I still am not back on my diet since 2005.
The Lazy 1

My Belief

I don't believe my mom has anything to teach.  Let's see what happens.

Opera

I'm doing opera cuz it's normal non-talk singing-

Games

Still, this is because of your mistake with Tim Burton.  What are you and what are you good for?

Sure, I've accomplished some things, some people have gotten themselves a chuckle.  You don't even accept who I am.. time to change something on my blog..

Problem

I think the .. in my body were ruined like me, like a staticy feeling.  I was at the grocery with my mom, Winn-Dixie, and the cashier was like staring me down.

Ah

Tucking in my Sarah Brightman hedgehog and letting it have a kiss for the night.

Ex er cise

I'm sweating for once.  An easy Pilates today and a more physically challenging Power Yoga.  Sweating.  Only @ 25 minutes.

Yes, the yoga is making me shake..

Finished

I watched Ellen DeGeneres and Lady GaGa.  I wasn't feeling good but developed a close bond to Lady GaGa.  She just was so calm and focused on what was at hand.  She was interesting and very noble and gentle.  I need to keep up with her.  I'm glad she had such a good time with Ellen, hope she keeps up, too.  Guess she has her own life, like I'd have mine.  What if I went to Miami Beach and the world was washed over in fame and I ran into Ellen and we had an adventure in the magicworld.

I did watch some of Bethenny when I did the dishes.  She's from NYC + Ft. Lauderdale.

What else??

Don't you think I've said enough on this boring topic?  I want to put it in my forum.

Well..

Sorry if I hurt you or anyone.  Whoever.

Blame

Well, Ellen did always make fun of me on the side if I thought no she didn't.. what kind of pleasure does that bring to you, going through the motions for Nell Burton!!  I mean you did something wrong to me.  You're mean to me acting like I did some bad thing, and it's not like that.  No, I don't want to be called a nigger.  I didn't want to call her 1, but she is annoying sometimes.  I only did it cuz I thought it was a game and her mom and I wanted me to.  You let them get away!!

Upset

I got really mad but didn't purposely do anything too bad in my right mind but must have a vigil.  I don't feel like talking @ it, anymore.  I thought Ellen pushed me to talk to my Gramma by her moving here in Florida.  I think most people would be suspicious and look for comfort.  I just like my free life, and my gramma is a bit ir inappropriate.  She digs into me more than her kids but is mean now.  Her kids just have a comfortable life without her.  They're nice when they get together.  It's like the youngest 1 is still a person.  She might read this.  I mean, like, everything is for her stimulation, I realized.  Late Boomer.  All because of Nell Burton and that N word thing!  I don't wanna feel I have to travel when I don't want to.. it's going to ruin my life!
Bye!

Self-Sufficiency

Who has time to raise kids in a career?

So..

I'm getting a book to learn opera cuz that's what real singing is.

Also, I dunno I just had some problems but haven't figured it out.  I just have to learn to shake it off and not affect me nor like if I have kids, seems I can't.  I mean, maybe when I'm old or if people don't need people like that soon.  I just notice a lot of people with kids tend to ignore you on that point, so I wonder @ that in me as far as when I have kids.

No Family

We didn't move back to Fort Lauderdale.  I wanted to move to Miami Beach, maybe go there 1st.

No Friend

My mom takes out her anger on my dad and I, secretly to my dad probably.
She can't get away with it.  I've even told her and my dad and they just get mad..
Why do I have to repeat what I say cuz you only listen to curse words..  Why does my mom secretly act like I did something wrong?

New Orleanians

So, you New Orleanians think your kids being bad is our fault but pretend it's yours when you think you're even the 1s in question worth more at the end.

What I Do

I'm daring as Ellen but don't make up things, like oh I'm gonna getcha.  And I don't getcha.  I thought that was like GaGa, but I mean my last name is Viking.

AMA Perfo'mance (Performance)

Lady Gaga is truly accomplished now that I was forced to watch her.  She is just perfectly shaped and a favorite of mine.  A sweet Italian-American girl?  Oh, is that little girl her as a kid playing piano?  I guess Italians are good.  They are all different and are very clean and well-cut.  I feel like her cuz I'm 1/2 white 1/2 Chinese or whatever.  OK it's over.  Wooo Hoo!

New Twitter

New Twitter

The last 1 is suspended.

Measurement

I have a 33" waist.

Why do people..

m..?  1 for the money, 2 for the show, 3 to get ready, and 4 to go.  The world is so beautiful.

I have a certain relationship with my parents, it's close and strict.

Nitey

Bed Soon

Favorite Fashions

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My Kind!

This is what I'm used to expecting.

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Sunday, November 24, 2013

TPatF (The Princess and the Frog)

was on en Español.

Sad

Sorry @ today, but I felt so irritated.

Not the 1

Ellen, why would you clump me in the crowd and hate me, too?

Music Awards

Miley Cyrus + Taylor Swift = the end

I'm not!

I'm not singing to my full potential.  I need to cook more, and I hope this Pilates and yoga works out and is challenging.  I go to Disney each week but wanna do ballet and singing.
TV

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Mebbe

I should write a song.

Mad?

I'm not better..  My room is dirty again.  Everything I do is worthless.  I'll get better, though.

YouTube Comment

Sarah Brightman
Concert
The Phantom of the Opera from The Phantom of the Opera

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Hello! Thanks for posting, what a wonderful performance! ¡Muchos gracias!

Problem

How dare my mom act like I'm a toy exercising coming in!  Helena Bonham Carter is mean to me!!

Break

She's taking a break I think for Christmas month.  I imagine she has things to do with her space trip, possibly or will maybe have an interview happen.  Still, we see her it so happens in the concerts on YouTube.  Her Twitter and Facebook are active.

What I Think of Others

I usually don't feel well, but I like people I recently followed to a degree.  I mean Sarah Brightman is a nice kind of person, neither especially big nor small.

Helloo..

Yes, I am still keeping up with Sarah Brightman.  They are allowed to record the concert.  They post songs on YouTube.  Anyone else really like her?  I hope we can meet her.  See how good you can get, but I think she likes to meet others, too.  Post online, maybe.

Problem Solved

Computer Speakers only $20 @ Wal-Mart.  Our TV doesn't let you use headphones.

Problem

Ellen cannot tell us what to do.  Just cuz I was mad does not mean my dad can't do karaoke.  She's a joker.. *beep*.

What I Imagined

I wondered about me hopping in my chair and making it hit the ground.  All I could imagine is what I told myself I don't have the dignity to imagine, real violence.  I've imagined being mad because of Tim Burton.  He's not that great he fears.  Well, you've seen pictures and things you liked much better.  He's probably not better than Sanrio was.

Problem

Stop Ellen trying to think you're worth anything being from the South.  I said SHUT UP I WANNA **** YOU UP.  So stop coming in my life with these symbols like that.  What are you for, anyway?  I was interested in you.  You're just a fake or *beep* *beep* *beep*.  You don't know how to do anything with kids.  Stop trying to push families too close.  They wanna be close to their friends, you!!

STOP

SHUT UP GO AWAY YOU FAT PIG DON'T YOU TOUCH ME *BEEP*

STOP

I WANNA **** SOMEONE UP!

I DON'T NEED YOU YOU *BEEP* I AM NICE AND YOU'RE UNINTELLECTUAL.  YOU'RE ALWAYS IN MAH FACE.

Mad

My mom came in and made me mad earlier.  I skipped my meds 1 day before and look what happened!

Did you know..

..her e-mail won't even come to my new e-mail, the newsletter??

Problem

I feel so stupid following Ellen.  STOP ACTING STUPID AND MAKING THINGS TIME ON MY COMPUTER FUNNY LIKE YOU'RE THAT WORTH DOING IT

O Wow

STOP IT YOU JUST MADE ME SLAM MY CHAIR LIKE HOP IN IT

I SAID STOP

PROBLEM

WHY ARE YOU GUYS FOLLOWING ME YOU'RE NOT ***Y SHUT UP I SAID YOU WEREN'T

PROBLEM

WOW ELLEN HOW WORTHLESS DO YOU MAKE LIFE

PERHAPS YOU DIDN'T GET WHAT I SAID

You got my dad to get a karaoke machine.  Now, I have to wear earplugs.  Yea, my parents like to hear me sing.  Gotta problem?  Go stick your head in a hole!

You got a real joke?  Leave me alone.

Problem

Ellen is a creep.  My speakers broke and I don't have anywhere right now to even put headphones, and now my dad has a karaoke machine.  I don't care, but I think @ it.

You Guys

You're all such pervs in my life.  Stop approaching me like I'm shit or did something.

So, I just exercised.  When I was with my dad in the car, I felt the bottom of me more physical and usually I don't notice it.  My dad said it'll go away in a few seconds, had just been talking to his mom, who just moved permanently to Florida.  Hey, what was that, you made the text blink!  Also, my mom sounded like she said "forever" @ reserving a ride to the therapist.

What's Going On

So, I got 2 DVDs, Cardio Pilates and Oriental Power Yoga.

I've been having root beer floats, but they taste better at Disney and not that good here.  Maybe, I shouldn't soften the ice cream.

I thought more of what I did, and it should pass.  I guess that's the main question.  No one likes it.  As for me, I feel that I have been literally tricked by Johnny Depp and the world reigned in havoc.  Me dysfunctional and out of work and also school.
Forum
Bye!

Upset..

Stop making a big deal of you attacking me.  What if we did something suggestive to Ellen for always being selfish @ pleasure?  That must be the answer, that she's being selfish @ pleaseure.  She did something suggestive to me, and you can argue I imagined hitting her mom on the head with a cup but not a real cup.. just in a sorta joking way!!  Ellen, this is dum!  You know I don't feel good.  Yet..  :|  I have a feeling people will get mad at her.  I wonder if she can escape before I find out.  Okay, what if she doesn't care and does more?  What's so special @ Mama that you didn't get mad at me before?
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Upset

I have love for Ellen but feel I myself could also lose it and just go all out and have a shouting match at her.  I can imagine her slapping me for my race, though, unless I felt better.

Problem

Ellen is indecent to me.  I can't seem to understand how I got this way.  I will not take it.  She's gonna have to have something done for doing this.  No one would agree it's okay, unless they are mean.  I think she makes fun of me.  Hear that Ellen I don't like it how's that?  Don't go all stupid now.

It's very clear..

..Ellen did it on purpose.  I laugh at Ellen's stress @ her mom.  She's mean to me and suggestive.

My Thoughts Exactly

I don't care what Ellen decides for me, I don't seem to need her but need to watch this show.. I am afraid everyone on TV or whatever could change to be like her.  Ellen is a good person unless the fame got to her.

Immature

I don't ever deserve to be hurt.  I am a nice person, but now you think Tim Burton is "enough."  He changed how I am treated!  You're just bloodthirsty for pleasure.

What I Think of Her

She's too nitpicky and slightly clinically set back in her thinking.  She comes up mad.  I don't really appreciate it.  I woke up feeling m******* by 2 men on her show.  I do not chose to get close to people like that.  See, she's just gonna say she didn't really do enough.  I said she's being a nuisance and being overly mean @ protecting her mom and advertising what she fantasizes from her.  She is a robot that if I do something she always does something back, even if I'm in a situation where I am not to pick something that will stress me out.

Morning

I'm almost exactly 5'3", standing normally, ate a lot.

14 hours asleep, awake an hour in between.

Do you think Ellen is taking it too far with how much she cares @ her mom?  I feel she's revealing herself.  Like, what if you accidentally thought because of something Ellen did, "I'm gonna kill her."  I just got a response that I'm set out to hurt her when I'm really very careful.  How annoying.  They pretended she did something to me.

More

I dunno, may just sing by myself so I can buy stuff.  I am gonna work sometime, supposedly.  I wanted to go out as a singer, but I feel congestion.  It's just normal congestion, not sure what a pill would do, maybe need more.

It's making my voice crack.  Break?

Something Fun?

Since I sued to sing softly, when I pressure to make a noise it went soft..

Edit

I reordered the Pages up top.

Hm, another message?

Looks like I'm not really going back to bed.

My race?  It is what it is to you.

Lessons

I just found another way to search for lessons.  I found a teacher a year younger than me who does piano and voice and I'll do 1/2 hour voice.  I am worried my money is to go to Disney at least once a week plus help to get nice clothes more often.  It would be nice to sing in an organized environment or to see this young singer.  She looks fine, happy and a good weight.. I'll easily understand her.

Just Drop the Baby

Church music is considered classical, always put in some Latins sometime and is with organ.

A problem may be..

..money.  I use $8 for transportation to Disney and then I need at least $10 to eat.  That would cut me off to not buying normal things.. like clothes.  My mom is shopping at Sears for my Christmas, could only seem to ask for 4 things and 2 I need are pants..

So, about how do you feel, now?

I'm looking for not just a graduated singing teacher.. a real singing teacher.  3)

I'm literally

being stared down.  You can't suggest something that dum cuz I did well in voice lessons....

You're all

ridiculously mean and disgustingly callous.

That's all I ask. 3I

All they want isn't for someone to be loud and the same.  Usually, the tone or timbre doesn't work out or doesn't show expression.

Did you find out..

..singers were self-trained?  Maybe not always..

Have they stopped..

..teaching people to succeed in singing?

I think I need to sound less like Charlotte Church because I don't want to be breathy.  I just want to be able to do it.

See, singing high to me is fake for her, like I know it's easier than what she just did, really, but I can't be her.  She doesn't have a variety of timbre up there.  She is very set.  She is very good and entertaining and pleasant, as anyone would say, but I know that for anyone singing high and ringy is just the shortcut and implies to be more than it is in amateurs, unless they have a teacher.  I didn't try to just be loud and high.

Up to Nothing

You're putting down the talent I have, so you're the 1 who's really "up to nothing."

f.y.i.

I wasn't really singing, I was imitating opera singers in fact as my decision, didn't realize it was unreal but bad worse than before.  My real voice is more like standard and not bubbling in opera, you know?  But not pop..  :|

How crazy is this?

Are people's eye's popping out thinking I mustn't be a "real" singer?  What does that mean?  It's suggestive to me cuz I wanted to be a singer and told my parents at age 5 and again at 7 and had been at 6.  I don't want you to hurt my parents.  I did tell both.  Something else making you uncomfortable??  I can't believe you, you are just out to get me.  My mom asked the school and they put me in choir.  I had no clue @ private singing, was just barely a toddler at 5 I mean.  When I was 9, I had a more vocally trained instructor who spoke of private lessons.  So, she was qualified to teach us as a group I figured.  The last teacher taught us to read notes so much, and it was very hard for me in a way but I did it.  With playing it was easier.  I could observe myself at piano, then.  We moved again and in a way I felt timed for private lessons but couldn't keep up in piano..  15 again, seemed late, but it would help.  15, 16, not enough money with me doing piano, organ, ballet, tennis + martial arts.  Too busy @ 17, too, learning classical music and stuff.  I was supposed to do it in school @ 16, but another girl joined my class..  I think they got that girl to get back in.  I learned some singing, and I became a branded student and not really indepenently inclined, after all.. whatever floats your boat but I was active and alive in life, Queen of Clubs.  I did stop after that year to concentrate on ballet and singing!  I ended up in a hard history class and it ruined my life.  And f.y.i., I sang more than the vocal majors in my life.  Most started right before getting in.  I was under the impression most people weren't that comfortable singing to enjoy it, which if you didn't was more suspicious than me in any way.  I liked them but didn't know why they came in flip flops so we'd be concentrating on their feet.  I wonder how I'd do with vibrato had I been trained sooner.  I saw this girl start voice @ 8, did recorder then flute and swimming.  I admire her.  She had an excellent voice but changed in college.  Wanted to be an opera singer, though I must say she had a voice that when I imitated made my voice start to crack all the time, just this year.  It was whispery and sincere..  She said musical theater ruins the voice.. I was always wary of that and kinda clinged to church music.  I tried to sing more normally and not like pop.  So..

I think

I can't hear myself sing.  Maybe, I can now.  I woke up to go to the RR.  I left my Ave Maria on.  Do you think Renee Fleming can sing?  She's done it since she was a baby and her parents are teachers, but I don't see any special thing other than talent that she looks for.  She doesn't really make all the criticisms, so-to-speak.  Her personality is much like Sarah Brightman!!

Well

I know if I took voice at 12 that I would be taught to sing calmly as I had just before then moving.  I would sing in a whispered voice to practice and would have been great.  That point was already past my growing stage.

I can see..

..wut happened..

Should Be Accepted..

but I'm not

Wandering

I'm just waiting for a bomb to tick off and it isn't mine.

Wut

What's really up with Bella Thorne and her ego, being like I think a hint to say I'm not an approved singer when I doubt she's had much training.  3o

I think a lot of people wish to say that of my singing style.  What @ Sarah Brightman's acclaim that she has?  Don't you see it?  I do like to try to sing standardly|classically.  I think I am a real opera singer for sure, I just lost some of my voice, not quite sure how to get that strength fresh again.

YouTube Comment

I posted it on the site

Sarah Brightman - Nessum Dorma - 2013-11-22

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Wow, this is 1 of the best performances of her I've seen, love then all!

Saturday, November 23, 2013

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I didn't post on the site.

Sarah Brightman

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2013-11-22 - Ave Maria - I like this song a lot. I stopped playing it cuz I put so much into when I got to play it. She sounds so great sacredly! I remember sitting and staring at the pictures at church in choir. I so much did this stuff and would love to show the world.. This is a great favorite song of mine, now. I should sing Ave Maria. I like when it comes back in at the end. Wow, those high notes, so beautiful, but not way high. She looks so angelic, too. I like when she waves her arms around over her.

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I did not post them on the site.

Sarah Brightman

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Nessum Dorma - 11-21-2013 - I like the thick quality she gives this. The instrumental part is absolutely beautiful. What of the Asiatic musical segments?? So sentimental. Wow, it was so gorgeous at the end.

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It's a Beautiful Day (?) - 11-21-2013 - She has such a crystally take on this song. Her singing techniques match things I do in real life. She is so sincere and genuine. She speaks so well. I like what this space training has done to her.

Problem

So, Ellen, you have no right in my life cuz you pretended to get me mad at what your mom said.  We can let out anger on someone like you.  Who is so famous and won't talk to anyone but Mamma.
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To Be Fair

Other people are let off.  I mean when someone with an older parent generation age says something that doesn't make sense as a punishment for us.  Like, we have to "know the answer" for you when you have made us like mistakes.
For'm Posts

Can you believe..

..an Asian doctor and others have said juice is bad when others consume tons of soda daily?  They're gonna die!

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Problem

I am so sensitive to these messages.  I got a message a tooth would lever out of the gun and trash would get in it.

Problem

I think Ellen wants my front tooth to crack.  Will it stop cricking?

Ellen, you're so secretive to people my age.

Problem

So what, who cares how I said something.  It's your fault!  I said Ellen was unfair to us older than tweenies.

Fast Talk

Fine, see if I had to think ABOUT the word and.  I already know what ah (I) said.  It's important, so don't dis it or I can't trust you.

The Point

What was the point?  This is all for that issue.. the n word thing.  Oh, so Tim Burton is always this to me but doesn't say so, now.  Hmm..  I can see that.  Let's talk @ Batman instead..

Word Choice

I like using the word dum if it's not @ a person.

There's still more now..

@bellathorne @SopranoScarlett think I am not a "real" artist, singer.

I see they are messing around.  Well, they won't win and already haven't-  It's very funny, too, if you wanted to know.  :|  You all can't just erase and replace me.

Well, anyway, Bella posts online a lot, and she got some food.. then I saw Scarlett say good night to Twitter and I know why they did it at least partly.  Anyway, she's also eating some treats.  Scarlett is from England and seems programmed like a robot!  :0  Bella is from the Fort Lauderdale area, maybe a little silly but altogether an interesting human being and person..  I also am from there like her.  We left Florida when I was 12.  :|  Well, I mean living in more than 1 area helps.  I don't know what it's like to be a kid in Northeastern Florida compared to Southeastern.  You don't hold your own.  I shouldn't be saying this cuz that's partly how my little brother is.  He could be fine, but it's not better.  Not sure the benefits he reaped being the youngest, but I would use them differently, apparently, and I'm a girl.

Why would Ellen allow something stupid like this?  Ellen, if you are nice to tweens instead I'm gonna be mad.  Look at this!  I don't wanna deal with stuff this low, all of a sudden, because it's stupid.  Wah ah ah.  Dum, whatever, not necessary, there to bother me and take time and test me.

What to Do

I wanted to look up Sarah (Brightman's) videos, but I just went to get a root beer float, which isn't that great, and my parents came in, my mom doing the dishes.  Thought my parents were out or at least my mom.  I don't really want 1 more thing to post like this.

Achieving

Wow, we're busy chewing Tim Burton's flesh while we could be out there achieving.

Nowhere

So, Ellen, Mamma has nowhere to turn but out-of-the-Americas.

You just wanna bug me asking which side is who using, like mom or dad.

Gotta Be Careful

I don't wanna start grinding flesh.

Problem

I have this old best friend who thinks your parents say who you are.  That's saying someone else is you, and she can't make it.  She gets mad all the time.  My parents seem to be joking that they don't need my brother and I.

Also, what do you think of Ellen's IQ..  Is that funny, Ellen, you being mean to someone like me?  You framed me to get mad at your mom, and I don't do that stuff.  It's Tim Burton and Johnny Depp, they ruined my life.

Bad Situations

So, Ellen, you're putting me in situations that make you mad as an excuse not to pay attention to me.  Once you get your tween following, I will be busy and your show will possibly kick off..  I always deal though with people not wanting me to get any attention but not others!  Point of topic is you making excuses to have a nasty finish with me, like Ginny..

Question

Why is everyone always kidding they are hurting me?  They could die.

Can you help me?

Someone will see I am mad and make me mad on the outside.  Then, you'll follow me..

Hmph

So, make me mad Sarah got me cut because I said I didn't need Ellen to talk to her for me.  I don't fight.  What about it?  I don't find it right.  I can deal with other people on my own.

I know

You want me to let out what I don't think really.

Question

Why do you keep changing your mind of if you care about me or respect me as a person?

This Time

The cut was sliced all the way.. knuckle..

Wow

The bactine really worked.  It stopped all the bleeding.

Showered

So, I got upset again, but I just dipped in anger a bit.  I have things to look forward to.

I cut my left middle finger.  I cut the right one, the same way a few days ago.  Tuna fish.  I was singing, this time, softly.  Of course, both angles|heels are injured..  When I wake up, at 1st the left heel hurts when I step but then it went away.  Annoying.

I do care that my relationship or, what, impression on anyone is at its best.  It seems I will be tracked down.  Ellen is crazy if she does this.

Hate

Pennsylvanians must hate working.  For, they are always complaining @ the fact to others.  They seem to like talking and not doing.

Well

What's wrong with cursing?  I didn't do it at Ellen.  It didn't seem like that.  I just did it to the air, mostly, sometimes didn't say exactly what it was.

Being "In" in the In Crowd

Ellen, I was in in the in crowd!

Play Pretend

So, Ellen, you think the only thing possible is you're all right and we're all wrong, you just like young tweens.  Your mommy you pretend says you do things because you need it, but you don't need us kids..  You punish us for our own good?!  I thought you said it was a different need.

A Sample

Find the duo on iTunes.  I like this song best - link.

Update

New Singers Discovered

See the Singer tab - link.

Question

Does anyone know why Twitter suspended me when I posted to @reneesmusings twice?  I know she posted the original comment to 3 people.  I am mad at my college for not helping me to sing.  I was really good and got kicked outta 4 schools.

Edit

I added a height and weight chart to my website.  I may at 1 point add my shape.

link

What I Believe

I know all you believe is that people deserve to be punished and hurt from birth.  I'm just ignoring you actively.  If you hurt someone, they are supposed to be mad at you but not like crazy.  How dum is this?

You're the 1 who needs me.  I need you to stop.

Posts

Let me tell someone something on the internet..

I had a really good day yesterday, almost perfect, and I woke up to a series of hateful messages, of which I could not appropriately react because of Tim Burton.  Ellen DeGeneres cares so much @ her mom, but she's been so mean since the 1st season I've seen her and rubbing it in.  She made me mad once, and now everyone hates me.  She's easily sparked and reduced to a con.  I still like her, but she keeps eating away at me for no good reason.


Furthermore

I feel my mom treats me as a toy.  She doesn't even have to be in my life.

I am very annoyed at people keeping a record of forcing me to be mad, like I'm at risk in real life.  Then, they act like they don't get mad, when in reality they simply always are.  I just am not listening, don't want to think of stupid things.

I just forgot my egg whites-got another message..


Something Else Interesting

My dad acts like I'm mushy and fat, don't want to sit on his lap nor let him try to caress me-  I bet my cousin would be the thing on his lap..  I guess I can sit on any male's lap, but I think you could easily pose on mine..


Something Stupid!

No matter what I do, people who are mean think I am bad.  Really affectionately intelligent people fully accept me.  They are over and above.

I'm serious, if I am really nice, I get hurt.. It shouldn't matter, but why push me to be nice??


Serious Question

Why does Ellen feel forced to talk to me?  I did want her to notice me online, but this is probably a conundrum.  If I were her age, she might enjoy it.  I'm quite perfect.


More Problems

They keep making me feel guilty and making browsers disfunctional on my computer.  Ellen does it for stupid reasons.  Like, she thinks someone wants to get back at me.  I don't believe that shit.

I shouldn't even listen to my mom and thinking cuz she's younger than my dad that she's better than me.  She thinks she's the 1 who rightfully does it.  No!

YouTube is playing around, doesn't go through all the time, like didn't tell me why my picture didn't work, too many bytes.


Something That Is Really Perverted

So, take away the dignity of affection because of being a bitch and always making me mad.  How gay is that?


Apologies Accepted?

Sorry, I see it wasn't your fault @ YouTube-

Why is Ellen mad if her mom did something wrong to me supposedly but not really and I just reacted 1 time and then I know I'm finished?  I didn't want to do it!  She just is out to get me!  Now, no one wants to be nice to me who Ellen can track down!!

The only problem is it's so bad she'd constantly think of killing me.  I wonder if it's a matter of time like with Nell Burton, more or less, whatever is more fun for her-

Well, Ellen, what if people knew what made me masturbate as a child?  That could make me disfuncitonal..

All you do is make people dysfunctional to prove that other bad people are the best in the end.


More

My parents are shit, not that I want them to be.  My mom submits shitty things.  My dad does, too.  Talk to me.


Something I Have to Say

Sarah Brightman is reserved for accomplices.  That would be yours truly, but I don't care though in a way .. I mean who deserves someone as nice and talented as sweet little Ms. Sarah Brightman?  Other famous people exactly her age?


Let Me Add Something Else

Don't tell me someone said something so mean all of a sudden that I'd react violently, never litearally did.  Then, they'll jut pine me later.

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